Well, seem I've some into this a bit late, and most of the discussion is between other members, so I'll try direct my post to Typewriters.
I wasn't born into a Christian family, we were introduced to Christianity after I was born. I don't remember the specifics, but a friend of the family got us going to church, and we were regular church-goers for years, but then we began to go less and less, and now it's been years since we've gone. My mother is still a "Christian", I suppose and I think she's the only one in the family.
Back in the day, there'd be a Kid's Club thing for the local religious youth, we'd memorize booklets of Bible verses and the such. Obviously the younger kids would have shorter booklets, with short verses, and the older kids would have bigger booklets, with long verses. In all the years I went to that, I believe I won the award for most verses memorized every year. We'd have to do about a booklet a week, and I'd do it all in one night. For many years, we were quite involved in the religious community.
Now, that's a bit of background, let's get into the good stuff here. Try to explain how Christians, or anyone who is religious for that matter, can maintain their belief, while and convey my own opinions.
I'm gonna try answer some of your questions Typewriter, as a Christian might see it.
Typewriter said:
... I can't remember exactly when it started to happen, but over the past few years, I have now come to the point where I find the argument for God's existence completely unconvincing. I simply just don't believe...
That's faith. The foundation for most religions. One does not need "proof" of a deity's existence, they simply have faith,
believe it, because that's what the religion teaches. Sure, objectively that sounds absurd, but obviously not so if you're religious. It's not a matter of "if" but simply "is". There is the Bible, and that is, no pun intended, the God's truth. To them, the need to have "proof" of an existence of a deity is just as absurd as us believing something "just because". For some people, having that kind of blind faith is a severe fault, and others it can be an incredible asset.
To have the faith to
know God exists without having to ask Him to "show Himself" or "prove" He's real is what being a Christian is. God simply "is". Faith.
Typewriter said:
...How is it possible for God to be the loving figure that Christianity claims Him to be and for the world to be the way it is (and has been) at the same time? If God loves us all unconditionally, and has the power to do anything at the same time, why does He allow for so many people have do die such untimely deaths at the hands of injustices, famine, and disease on a regular basis?...
That is God's will. Each oh us has our own trials to endure, crosses to bear. Every life has a purpose, whether that life lives to 100 years, or a day, it's part of His plan, and there is reason for it.
People may suffer here, but they can go onto Heaven and live an eternity of bliss. Different degrees of "tests" for each person, one must have faith (again) to believe one can endure, that there is a purpose, and though something terrible has happened, the reason behind it is divine, even if we do not see it ourselves. This life is but a blink, and any pain seen or endured here will be insurmountable to the horrors in Hell, or the euphoria of Heaven, for all eternity. It is not our place to question God's will, only to have faith to believe it was supposed to happen. We are mortal, and are not to know such things.
Typewriter said:
...Why does God need the satisfaction of knowing that humans, who are by nature imperfect and prone to making mistakes, believe He exists to allow them to live forever in Heaven, and to let the rest face eternal suffering in the fiery bowels of Hell for not choosing to believe?...
It is not for Him that one believes, but for the salvation of out eternal souls. He is the only way to eternal happiness, through Him to truly live. We are not imperfect by nature, we were created in God's image, thus perfect, but through Satan and his temptations that we have sinned against God, and that is why we are now born with "original sin". Only through redemption can our souls be saved from the fate of Hell, and that can only be done to accept Christ into our hearts. We need to save ourselves from original sin, or we are doomed to hell. Those who go to hell are thought to have "chosen" to go there, for not believing the Lord Jesus Christ is the creator of all, accepting Him, and allowing Him to give us salvation. No faith in the Lord, not allowing Him into your life and heart, living a righteous life means you have chosen to ignore his gift of Heaven and will therefore be sentenced to Hell. That is free choice, we can choose to live for God, or not., and the consequences of each are clear.
Typewriter said:
......Am I asking too many question? Am I just being a naive, attention-seeking teenager for questioning whether or not He exists? What do you guys think - what do you all chose to believe?
Certainly not, humans have curious minds, and some us strive to have an answer for everything, what we answer it with is an individual decision. Christians believe the answer for a lot of questions is simply God, and that is all they need. Some need more than that. It's up to each of us to decide what we want; to have faith that we can't have all the answers now, or to find a deeper meaning in everything, something that goes beyond God.
Now, by no means am I devout Christian not qualified to answer questions as such, but everything you've read above is what I believe the Christian mind sees. I've tried to answer respectfully so as to not offend anyone of faith here, while still trying to explain for those without. If anything I have said above is incorrect, please say so.
Now, all that aside, let's get to me. I certainly wouldn't consider myself a Christian, by any stretch. Anymore. I don't pray, I don't read the Bible (actually, I never have). I don't think I have any beliefs for any peticular deity per say, but I see nothing wrong with living a good life.
I, for one, will not say I am an atheist and try to convince anyone who is religious to abandon their beliefs, nor will I say I am a Christian and try to convert someone for their eternal salvation. I
do believe that there are some people who need religion, and some who don't. I can't say one is right or wrong. It works for some, and not others. For a condemned criminal, or someone whose lost their children and spouse to a drunk driver, it is a lot to ask them to "move on", and for them, they may
need religion, to believe, for whatever reason, there was a purpose, that life goes on, and that it will all be better one day.
By the same token, we may have still believed the Earth was flat and we were the center of the universe if some people didn't believe there's more than God out there.
Of all the religions, they mostly promote the same thing; to live a good and pure life. The golden rule. That in itself is not wrong at all, but you need not a God in your life to hold the same core belief system. There always has been some kind of religion, and always will. We've worshiped fire, to animals, to "imaginary" beings, and who knows what the future may hold.
Perhaps the next deity will be someone who has mastered time travel, and can travel back thousands of years to make their presence known preform some type of "miracle", and appears in time every couple hundred of years to ensure that belief lives on.
There will always be people who need something in their lives, have a void that cannot be filled with anything else but a religion. Accept there are things that are out of their control. Just as there will always be people who will question those religions, to keep searching for those answers.
I hope that's answered some of your questions, and helped you see where I'm coming from. If you have any other questions or whatever, feel free.
Oh, and sorry for length, lol.