Thanks for the support GR, greatly appreciated.
I hear what you're all saying, just hard at times. Especially when I wake up in the morning. Do miss her, but I also cannot stand how she just pretty much put it all on me. She called me at 6am the other morning because my daughter was coughing all night and complaning about her stomach .. don't know why she felt the need to call me when she was dropping them off a hour later. Asking me a bunch of questions, I just told her, yes.. she has been sick all weekend, yes, I have been keeping an eye out.
We never rushed to the hospital whenever the kids got sick, 99% of the time if there is no fever, you sit for hours just to be told to put them in bed, give them fluids and watch for a fever. But she calls me early, to inform me that I may need to take her to the doctors .. like what the hell.
Apparently now my brother in law and sister in law are fighting because of our seperation. My brother in law doesn't agree at all with how I have been treated, my sister in law agrees to the point but it's her sister, so 'what can she do'.
Gave my sister in law a text just apologizing for any problems I may have caused, seeing how I called my ex while she was over there (with all the facebook bs). Sister in law says she just doesn't like how we argue all the time. I told her my ex has become someone I cannot even imagine being friends with. She tells me it's not about being friends, its about the kids.
Well I replied, it's not about being friends, its about frickin respect. Absolutely no respect on my exes end, how could there be .. one of her main reasons for leaving me was 'lack of respect', she didn't respect me. Explained to my sister in law that she doesn't call when shes late, doesn't remember times when she should pick the kids up etc etc. I got no response.
It just pisses me off to no end.
Ex also asked me a few days ago if I can pack them a bunch of toys because they are bored when they go over there .. bored?? Christ, she has them for a few hours in the evening, she can't spend that time just sitting with them, or doing little things? Fuck me.
Two days ago my daughter didn't even want to go with her, but I told her she should. So she did. Then yesterday my daughter was asking my ex if they could go to the mall to play in the play park there. Ex response, "we have to go home, grandma is making supper" .... grandma makes supper. What a life. What a fucking life.
Lol, oh ya, I saw a few responses from her 'single' status change, one of her cousins (who actually liked me, and encourage me to date her in the first place) was like WTF. She never took it down, next day I got people telling me she either blocked everyone in my family or deactivated it. Funny, why couldn't she have simply done that beforehand.
Monday morning I posted on my Facebook to everyone that we were in fact no longer together. Seeing how she let the cat out of the bag for my whole family to see I wanted to get it out there so I didn't have to bother getting 'what happened' texts and messages. Also put on there that after 2 months of seperation, no, I'm not single. I'm seperated. lol.
Hit the gym with a buddy of mine last night. Felt good.
/end internet rant
