I'm quite depressed, because it's my own fault. Anyways, let me share a story of how I got to that state of being. I was working earlier tonight. Our dining room closes 11pm and I locked the doors at 10:55pm. Well, my manager yelled at me, because that's breaking the rules and if our district manager would have tried coming in, we could all be at risk of being fired. Anyways, I got upset and didn't control my rage. not due to getting yelled at, but due to me thinking of all the sh*t they do that is pure laziness and breaking rules. Out of that little rage, I tossed my broom I was using against the wall and it put a hole through the wall. My manager had to call up my head manager and she (head manager) was upset and continually questioning why I did something stupid. Anyways, she's (head manager) very upset, because she needs me there, but had to send me home early this night until she talks to our district manager to see whether I should be fired or not. Most likely, I will. TL;DR I'm depressed, because I might lose my job and don't know what to do.