Well me and my girlfriend just broke up after a year and a half of dating and the reason why she said and I quote "I think we are going apart". I'm sitting here dumbfounded because I truly love this girl and was thinking of popping the question but I guess no diamonds for her. She just goes on and on about how she just doesn't feel the same way as she did like a couple of months ago blah blah blah. I kept listening and until she stopped talking she asked if I was ok I said "Not really because I loved her and wanted to be with her and so on." This conversation went on for about 2 hours and all. She still wants to be friends and stuff but I don't think I could because I just literally got my heart crushed by her and I'm super depressed right now because I still can't really comprehend what just happened. So I think I'm going to try to be civil and try to be friends but highly doubt that will work because I still love her and all that. Also she even gave me my birthday gift early because she already bought it and didn't want to return it because she got it online, it is an Nintendo 64 and a whole boatload of games because I never owned one as a kid and always wanted one. So it's nice and all but still it's like a break-up gift and it kinda takes away the fact that it was for my birthday My roommates are trying to cheer me up by hanging out with me tonight and throwing a huge birthday party for me on my birthday for me next thursday so I can meet some new people but I highly doubt i'll enjoy it because i will most likely still be depressed and all. Sorry for the long post just had to vent to you guys/someone else besides the people I know and hoping to get any advice/words of wisdom from all you handsome devils.